I know it doesn't sound good, but that's where I'm at. Ironically the pieces I made are meant to be motivating, but I have trouble motivating myself when it seems my efforts are overlooked or flat out ignored - in my artwork and my life.
My best friends and I didn't normally get each other birthday presents. We all mutually agreed way back that none of us made enough to get each other something we'd really want or would be useful, so we all just hang out together and drink on our birthdays.
The year I started making these I wanted to finally give them something. I still didn't make that much money, so I couldn't buy them anything super cool. I decided I would draw them something. They've each asked me to draw them some tattoo designs, but I wanted to draw them something they wouldn't be expecting.
I wanted each of the concepts to be positive overall; something that might motivate them to get up and take on the day.
A little bit of the process.
For the record, I didn't just copy the image I was drawing. The picture is made up of several different images I saw online, and I combined them in my head before putting them to paper.
The kind of energy ball Gohan is forming to attack is something I came up with without any reference. I figured it looked the part, and could be some cool, new move you haven't heard of yet.
King Gohan 18 x 24"
pencil & colored pencil
collection of Robert Hough
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The little guy at the bottom is Zeno, the Omni King. From what I've read and been told, he's the most powerful and revered being in all of the universes on Dragonball Z.
In this depiction, it's supposed to look like he's giving his power to Super Saiyan Gohan, which Gohan has acquired by wishing for it after collecting all seven Dragon Balls and bringing them to Shenron, the giant dragon.
He recently bought this shirt that I also felt was relevant. The girl, Bulma, is also from Dragon Ball Z. If you've seen it, you know she's not like how she's depicted there, and I'm pretty sure they don't have scenes like this, but she clearly represented one of the better-looking females on the show.
I decided I would leave them each a different message related to the imagery on the backs of their drawings as part of building up that motivating concept that the drawing is meant to convey.
He gave me a drawing in return. Being the one who's usually giving away the work, it means a lot to get drawings from friends and admirers.
Megin's birthday is a month after Butters'. So pretty soon I was working on her present too.
It was a challenge trying to figure out what to draw Megin that would include things she likes but could also be positive and motivating. That's not to say that she only likes dark stuff, but she'll tell you herself a fair bit of the stuff she likes is dark. I didn't want to repeat the same process of picking her favorite character from her favorite cartoon. I'm not even sure there's a cartoon she likes as much as Butters likes Dragonball Z.
I decided the piece would be transformative. Something dark that would be brightened and eased up. Megin has always liked horror films - especially the classics. Freddy Krueger is her all-time favorite horror flick killer. I decided this is where I would start from.
The idea grew and became more funny as I went along. The sick, twisted Freddy would be a harmless, pot-smoking, cat-collecting hippy getting over his past ways.
Friendly Freddy 18 x 24"
pencil & colored pencil
collection of Megin Bradford
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If you're familiar with the original Nightmare on Elm Street, you might remember Johnny Depp being in it. While laying on his bed, he is sucked into it, only to shot back out and upward towards the ceiling in a gruesome, bloody display. That's what you see in the background there. I figured this could represent the darkness he is moving away from. It is literally and metaphorically behind him.
His expression isn't the friendliest, but I found the reference picture for this expression and I just pictured him hissing like a cat and holding his gloved hand up like a paw with talons.
Following that concept, the stairs are meant to be symbolic of moving onward and upward in life. Moving towards brighter, better things.
All the cats in the picture are real cats Megin and Butters have, except two. The little black on the stairs is the back is Megin's girlfriend's cat, and the white one on Freddy's lap is supposed to be the cat-version of the white rabbit from Alice in Wonderland.
"A húgomnak" is Hungarian for "To my sister."
I wrote it this way because Megin and I are both mostly Hungarian, and I would like to start learning and using our ancestral language more.
It would be nice if others wanted to learn and use it as well, but even if they don't, I'll continue on like I do. I'm sure they'll change their minds when I start saying things they can't understand about them.
They both really seemed to like them a lot despite how long it took for me to hand them over, which is good. They were also pretty quick to get them framed right away which I appreciate immensely.
These two have stuck by me through recent years when others have left, moved on, or stopped speaking to me. A lot of it has been fun, but the years also included a lot of struggle. It's during those times of struggle and hardship that you find out who is really there for you, and I just want them to know how much it means to me that they're still there. They have my back, and I have theirs.